You try your hardest to be the active, playful pup that you used to be, but I notice. I notice the foggy appearance of your eyes, I see your
struggle to simply get up on the couch next to me. We can no longer walk very far without your legs and hips getting so sore I have to call our
sister to come pick us up. You sleep a lot ( Which I will not complain about because mom can't blame just me for sleeping all the time.) But I
notice, and I want you to know, that I love you just the same.
Even though I am not that strong, do not be embarrassed when I struggle to pick you up and put you on my bed. It's worth it, because you
are the best snuggle buddy a girl could ask for. So what if we can't go on long walks anymore, as long as I have you to follow me around the
house, I will be content. If you are still comfortable, I will be too.
We have so many wonderful memories together, and they continue to happen. Your life has blessed mine with so many happy moments.
You were always the sunny light on a cloudy day. You were there to lick away all my tears after a tough day. You did all of these things without
having to do anything at all. Therefore, your age will not effect our relationship.
As you were aging, so was I. And I hate that I leave you confused for months at a time when I am off at college. I wish there was a happy
medium between going off for my education, and being there with you as you continue to get older. Please be understanding. I miss you every
single day. (You wouldn't like my dorm room anyways, I can barely get up into my bunked bed) I promise to make it up to you on every break I
get off from school.
I hope I have given you a good life. I know some dogs had fancy toys and accommodations, but we tried our best to make sure you were
always happy and healthy. Even though you made that difficult sometimes. * Cough Cough* your habit to eat everything from Polly Pocket Toys
to money to things that had to be SURGICALLY REMOVED. You definitely went through your "Marley Phase". But we loved you through it all.
Lastly, if things become too hard, please give us a sign. It will be the hardest day of my life to let you go, but I do not want you to ever suffer in
pain. I will hold on to you for as long as your health will allow, but please let us know when you no longer can. They do say,after all, that dogs
bless you with endless days of happiness, and one of your worst days. I will forever be thankful for the many wonderful days you continue to
give me.
Sincerely,
your pal,
Sidney
